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Sunday, November 8, 2009

My Cleopatra:)
Farhanah,Me and Zufee!
He's Back from NS! free style freeze! lol! Ours! Zufee and Timothy Wen Bin and Me:) LPD lesson:) Candid!

So ...
went out with my classmates on Friday.
Zufee,Farhanah and Timothy was there.
but overall..was fun though.
with every jokes made by timothy and zufee..
im soo loving it..lol!
walk here and there with no sense of direction. lol!
after that went for Sheesha-ing with them...
then went home and meet Yun for awhile.
that day,was great.
i dunno why..but it just felt great.
i lost all my depression,tension and many more...
soo coolness...
so....thats all i guess...
and almost forget...
arif is back....
but for just a few days.
but im so glad to see him...
so...yea,take care
Chaows!

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posted at 2:43 AM

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

idk when im gonna give it.
come on spyke. you can do this.

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posted at 8:50 PM

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

idk whats with me.
im wasting my breath talking to a picture of her even when i know she wont reply.
i got no other person to rely on.
coz i dont trust anyone else at this point of time.
except for my family members.
everything change.
i feel like i've wasted 18 years of my life living.
when i know i was suppose to go at age of 3 months old.
i regret that they brought me back to this world.
i see that there's alot more reason for me to be gone then living.
i could even leave a few thousand reasons of why i should'nt be here.

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posted at 12:23 AM

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

im lost.
im like here,but my mind is like in Bermuda Triangle.
its because of you i became like this.
everything is because of you.
i got no where else to run coz it keeps coming back.
i have to face it.
till the day when i hear it from ur own mouth.
then my problems will end there.
i cant wait. seriously.
i've been tortured for years.
im not dead yet,but already i can feel like im living in HELL.
your HEAVEN is my HELL. maybe thats how it suppose to be.
i just want the answer when i come back.
make sure u'll give me a perfect answer this time.
not a 50-50 answer.
thats all i guess.
CHAOWS!

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posted at 2:33 AM

Sunday, October 18, 2009

:)
TZE MEI.
YISHUN SEC REPORT BOOK
CANDID:)
A remembrance of someone who used to smoke "NEXT CHILL" and i confiscate it from her.LOL!


Im not into my own RACE.
Keep that in mind!
chaows!

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posted at 2:03 PM

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Gonna pack up.
im getting fuck up.
she has her own attitude that causes a total destruction.
and he...MIA. Didnt come home after all those shit.
so....its unfair towards us.
Especially for my bro whose having his PSLE.
WHATTHEFUCK man!
im going.
Somewhere thats peaceful.
CHAOWS!



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posted at 10:48 PM

Saturday, October 10, 2009

It happen for a stupid reasons.
and it did bring out my tears for a short moment.
i didnt expect it to happen.
but too bad it did.
as from today onwards,
i lead my own life,
my own way,
and my own stand.
no one will stop me. no one.
there are no such things as PRECIOUS and LOVE ONES anymore.
they are all GONE.

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posted at 6:08 AM

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